I have been alone for a very long time. I'm locked up
in a room and I can't get out. Because I've been locked up in this room
so long whatever desires are arising in me are rampaging around
everywhere as wild and fierce and monstrous as gigantic starving jungle
beasts. I don't know how to talk to people, I especially have
difficulty talking to you; and I'm ashamed and scared 'cause I want you
so badly, Dimwit.
Blood and Guts in High School
My true place in the world, it turned out was somewhere beyond myself, and if that place was inside me, it was also unlocatable. This was the tiny hole between self and not-self, and for the first time in my life I saw this nowhere as the exact center of the world.
The Locked Room
All the world's on hold inside this room
Death is a New Day