« March 2011 | Main | May 2011 »

Letters Written While Dying Of Loneliness #1 [ Crazy ]


I ache in the places where I used to play
And I'm crazy for love but I'm not coming on
Leonard Cohen

Dear xxxxx,

You asked me how I was doing. I'm quite certain I am tired of that question. It feels like an insult. I don't know where I'm going or how to get there in a hurry. Feeling exiled from the life I used to have.

You asked me to annotate my playlist...

And when you're out there, without care
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
/// Ray Lamontagne [ Crazy ]

This reminds me of my hermit ways. I'm over going out. Nothing out there interest me.  A reminder that sometimes I feel incongruent towards her.

I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight
There's a part of me in the chaos that's quiet
/// U2 [I'll Go Crazy if I Don't Go Crazy Tonight.live]

I'm at the absolute bioling point in regards to every single aspect of my life. Something has to happen, but no one can hear me.

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
///Counting Crows [Crazy For You]

Just thinking of her.

For thinking that my love could hold you
///The Kills [Crazy]

Afraid to loose her.


 i am the designer 


+ Prince - Sign 'O' the Times.Live


At home there are seventeen-year-old boys
And their idea of fun
Is being in a gang called the disciples
High on crack, totin a machine gun

U turn on the telly and every other story
Is tellin u somebody died


When a rocket ship explodes

And everybody still wants 2 fly

But if a night falls and a bomb falls
Will anybody see the dawn

 Art from "The Dark Knight Returns" & "Give Me Liberty"