Now that you're away, I'm out there without you
keeps me vying for a connection

Letters Written While Dying Of Loneliness #1 [ Crazy ]


I ache in the places where I used to play
And I'm crazy for love but I'm not coming on
Leonard Cohen

Dear xxxxx,

You asked me how I was doing. I'm quite certain I am tired of that question. It feels like an insult. I don't know where I'm going or how to get there in a hurry. Feeling exiled from the life I used to have.

You asked me to annotate my playlist...

And when you're out there, without care
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
/// Ray Lamontagne [ Crazy ]

This reminds me of my hermit ways. I'm over going out. Nothing out there interest me.  A reminder that sometimes I feel incongruent towards her.

I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight
There's a part of me in the chaos that's quiet
/// U2 [I'll Go Crazy if I Don't Go Crazy]

I'm at the absolute bioling point in regards to every single aspect of my life. Something has to happen, but no one can hear me.

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
///Counting Crows [Crazy For You]

Just thinking of her.

For thinking that my love could hold you
///The Kills [Crazy]

Afraid to loose her.


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