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the pain lingers on

I have been alone for a very long time. I'm locked up in a room and I can't get out. Because I've been locked up in this room so long whatever desires are arising in me are rampaging around everywhere as wild and fierce and monstrous as gigantic starving jungle beasts. I don't know how to talk to people, I especially have difficulty talking to you; and I'm ashamed and scared 'cause I want you so badly, Dimwit.
Blood and Guts in High School

My true place in the world, it turned out was somewhere beyond myself, and if that place was inside me, it was also unlocatable. This was the tiny hole between self and not-self, and for the first time in my life I saw this nowhere as the exact center of the world.
The Locked Room

February 29, 2012 in depression, Quotes | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack

I'm 1000 miles away And I just don't know what to say

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Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds: Hold On To Yourself

February 29, 2012 in MP3 | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack

he doesn’t know that a world exists outside himself

"Vladimir Nabokov claimed that the “initial shiver of inspiration” for “Lolita” came from a newspaper account of an ape in the Jardin des Plantes in Paris that produced the first drawing ever made by an animal. “This sketch,” he reported, “showed the bars of the poor creature’s cage.” The story neatly encapsulates the tragedy and comedy of Humbert Humbert: for all his preternatural brilliance — no one of his kind has ever set such things down on a page — he knows less than nothing because he doesn’t know that a world exists outside himself."

February 29, 2012 in Nabokov | Permalink | Comments (2) | TrackBack

Street Fighter x Tekken is coming

I'm so fucking HYPE for Street Fighter x Tekken ( you know it's gonna be God Like!!) that I can hardly wait until a week from today when it comes out.