There's something wild in the country/that only the night people know
age is no crime
but the shame
of a deliberately
among so many
+ Hawksley Workman: Kissing Girls (You Shouldn't Kiss)
And I'm working at trying to find a kind of language where I won't be so easily modulated by expectation.
For a long time I've been debilitated in bed. Thinking too much. Sometimes not enough.
There's a rain cloud above me. Like all the good days have come and gone and now there is nothingness.
Sometimes I wonder if you think I'm older or younger than I actually am.
+ George Michael: Older.Unplugged
Don't you think i'm looking older?
But something good has happened to me
Change is a stranger
You have yet to know
Change is a stranger
Who never seems to show
Quote by L. Cohen
In times of deep depression all I can watch is Disney Channel.
“By being too sensitive I have wasted my life.”
— Arthur Rimbaud
There are days I want to open up and spill my guts.
There’s static in my inner voice.
If you ask me "How are you?"
I'd say "I'm not sure if I can't breathe
or if I don't want to breathe".
Choked by memories
Tortured by Anhedonia
Paralyzed by Failure
Flirting with Nihilism
Estranged from Melomania
Lacking Romantic Endeavours
Inside a complete lack of motivation and dicipline
I'm too old to de-fragment myself. It's too late to rebuild, to Push the button and restart.
"Remembrance, like Rembrandt, is dark but festive."
— Vladimir Nabokov
“We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing. ”
I have loved you from the very beginning.
You are priceless above all pearls to me.
All night long I dream of you.
I would gladly go with you to the end of the world.
Each parting is a grief unspeakable.
Another kiss before you go. Let loose your beautiful hair.
I hadn't seen this episode since it aired. Too emotional. One of the finest series finales ever.
Where Visionaries’ key gimmick comes in is by pure co-incidence where the toys’ key gimmick also comes in – our knights have a totem, both spiritual in the sense of some sort of mystical creature from which they draw their power, and literal in the sense of massive staff thing with a picture of said critter.+ DO YOU REMEMBER VISIONARIES: KNIGHTS OF THE MAGICAL LIGHT?
Reciting a verse allows them to deploy their signature power – or in the case of the toy, reciting the verse allows their hologram of the totem critter to continue to be a hologram, and your parents to think you’ve joined some sort of cult. In the case of the aforementioned, Leoric summons his lion totem to grant him wisdom (this being the Eighties, that wisdom comes down to knowing when to share or not to do drugs) by striking a legs-akimbo hero pose, holding his staff skyward and barking “Whispered secrets of a shattered age, I summon you: renew this sage!”