Achtung Baby!

sometimes a girl can be an amazing stimulant

For a certain Aussie Lolita....

[ Uh Huh Her: Say So ]

You say that you're broken
I just want to fix you
Tell me what to do, baby I will listen

[ REAMONN: SHE'S SO SEXUAL ]

looking like she wants to wants to please
Do you think she likes it

[ Muse: Undisclosed Desires.live ]

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart

[ U2: Babyface ]

Slow down child, let me untie your lace.

[ ANI DIFRANCO: Untouchable.live ]

So fuck you
And your untouchable face
Tell you the truth I prefer the worst of you 

[ GARBAGE: Can't Cry These Tears ]

I just don't care anymore
Won't cry these tears anymore

 Photo Baby Girl Heart 

I come apart

Marvin Gaye: [ Trouble Man.Extended Version ]

Here Comes the Here Comes: [ I'll Be Your Mirror ]

“We all have bullets beneath our skin we pray our lovers won’t flinch at when they find.”
Andrea Gibson

Smashing Pumpkins: [ Bullet with Butterfly Wings.Sadlands.Demo ]

/prelude/to/a/playlist

being a playlist in unknown parts(posts)

a soundtrack to myself.  to feel one way or another about life. a coded soul status. feeling like I'm in the wrong time line, these things keep me alive.

" Sometimes after I have come or just before I fall asleep, my mind seems to go out on a path the width of a thread and of endless length, a thread that is the same color as the night. Out, out along the narrow highway sails my mind, driven by curiosity, luminous with acceptance, far and out, like a feathered hook whipped deep into the light above the stream by a magnificent cast. Somewhere, out of my reach, my control, the hook unbends into a spear, the spear shears itself into a needle, and the needle sews the world together. "

Letters Written While Dying Of Loneliness #1 [ Crazy ]

I ache in the places where I used to play
And I'm crazy for love but I'm not coming on
Leonard Cohen

Dear xxxxx,

You asked me how I was doing. I'm quite certain I am tired of that question. It feels like an insult. I don't know where I'm going or how to get there in a hurry. Feeling exiled from the life I used to have.

You asked me to annotate my playlist...

And when you're out there, without care
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
/// Ray Lamontagne [ Crazy ]

This reminds me of my hermit ways. I'm over going out. Nothing out there interest me.  A reminder that sometimes I feel incongruent towards her.

I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight
There's a part of me in the chaos that's quiet
/// U2 [I'll Go Crazy if I Don't Go Crazy Tonight.live]

I'm at the absolute bioling point in regards to every single aspect of my life. Something has to happen, but no one can hear me.

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
///Counting Crows [Crazy For You]

Just thinking of her.

Crazy
For thinking that my love could hold you
///The Kills [Crazy]

Afraid to loose her.

 i am the designer 

(11) when your love is love blown down You must live with yourself

'cause when your love is love blown down
You must sleep so your head can escape your heart

[ Elbow: Love Blown Down ]

I had to tell my friend: even though you met the most beautiful girl in all your years in the universe. even though to you she's the most precious thing...You are now crushed. Give up and accept your permanent melancholy.

 by bexe 

(10) I should be good but I fell apart

Eurythmics [ I've tried Everything ] 

 Erri's Diary

(9) Should I tell you why I feel so down

Bernard Butler: Not Alone

 paris, heroin, stars 

(8) I've been down this road so many times before

Kanye West [ Love Lockdown.live ]

(7) Without Her

 
Elephant [ Now That I Miss Her ] 

 model mayhem

(6) Love me... don't break me.... please...

The Cardigans [ hold me ] 

 Love me... by ~bloodonthemoon5